heya, well.. i had an interesting day today.. me and chanel got into a bit of a moody mood.. its kind of sad really when i think about it.. like the sickening sad.. not the upseting sad.. hehe.. silly.. it was my fault for acting in such a way anywais.. he emailed me a poem saying sorry.. i replied and he replied back.. i included it here.. enjoy.. =) dont hurt yourself laughing...
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Dear Leah,
I know your angry at me, and that is fine
i know you think im selfish and unkind
But please know this and plz believe
that i am sorry baby its not you, its me
im to shy to come near you or make contact
cause i do like you alot and thats a fact
Im sorry for dogging you, im well aware
wat i done was wrong, but i still care
alot bout you, i know your mad
cause wat i did ,made you sad
and all i ask of you is to plz forgive me
cus, my heart is in pain, but you cant see
how much i feel 4 you, is so great
and wat a mistake i have made, and now i must wait
to witness the love and care of the gal i admire
i know i am nothing to you now, juz a lier
but i do like you very much
and i write this poem from the bottom of my heart.
Love alwayz : KizKAde o7 : Chanel

Chanel,
your an excellent poet, i can see.
so lets see the best, i can make myself be.
hmm here it goes with my rhyming act,
im not any good, but try to follow my track..

i forgive you, for all you have said,
yet you have done none, so there no hearts to mend.
i was just a sulk, you know how i am,
i only wanted company, with you as my best friend.

we've barely talked, from person to person,
we take advantage of our time, and we'll soon realise its gone.
i've known you for awhile now, and we've gotten real close,
im just frightened that we'll grow apart, now thats a great loss..

i've realised you ignore me, and it hurts to see,
that you speak to someone else and not to me.
a simple hi, and a kiss goodbye,
would make my day oh so worthwhile..

you've told me once, twice, maybe three times,
that your too 'shy', not to imply that it be a crime.
JUST a little effort do i want from you,
to make me believe that what you say is true..

that is all from me now, i must go.
a pathetic attempt in poetry, hehe i know.
so cheer up hun, im all right,
sweet dreams to you, God bless and good night.. =)

Leah^^..

Dear LEAH,
thankyou 4 your forgiveness, now im all good
i can go now and tell the good news in my hood
youve done better than me at writing poems
now youve forgiven me, its now got me goin'

it me, i shouldnt be shy
its cuz i like you, THATS WHY
you are rite about us,
about how our friendship is about to fall apart

I dont want that to happen,
I dont want to loose you
your so important to me,
and thats so true

I hope that our friendship last forever
i know itll never end
cus i know your the realest
now my heart is mend

Love alwayz CHANEL